Retour en Belgique, tout est bien qui fini bien.
Verdict ?
à refaire ..demain si je le pouvais !!
Pifouw ! tellement de choses à dire ..cette année a été de loin la pire mais aussi la meilleure année de ma vie. j'ai rencontré tellement de personnes géniale qui ont changé mon quotidien, qui ont changé ma personnalité, qui ont fait de moi une personne meilleure sans même savoir qu'ils me faisaient cet effet là.
Je voudrais crier merci à tout ceux qui m'ont donner tant d'amour, de soutient et merci à ceux sur qui jai toujours pu compter.
GRAND enorme merci à mes parents, AFS, les gens d'afs la-bas, Camille, Eugénie, Jonathan, Camille, Emilie.
Manon, Manu, Bruno, Bara, Idaline, Enrique, Timo, Lou <3
Je trouve pas trop les mots pour expliquer ce que je ressens, revenir à la réalité, descendre de son petit nuage c'est dur ..forcément.
Tant de gens vont me manquer, tant de personnes qui ne sont pas seulement devenus des amis mais de la famille.
Partir un an est de la loin la meilleure chose qui m'est arrivé et la meilleure décision que j'ai pu prendre. Mon rêve s'est réalisé et j'en suis vraiment heureuse.
Thanks to David, Amber, Shannel, Ryan and Jamie for being so awesome with me.
Amber, you know how much i love you (pshh im crying writting this for you and remembering all the goods times we had) ..the rides, the greenberry's stops, the Valentine's day cookies, thanksgiving, my birthday, my goodbye party, the great wall, Halloween, the shopping at short hills mall, the parties we went to and i had to take care of your ass, the crepes, all the rides to ACME, the before/during/after prom, the beginning of my experience, and of course Californiaaa ! Thank you for everything, you're my best friend from America and ill never forget you. You're part of my life now and you have no right to get out of it !!
Shannel, all those pizzas ..jeez...Halloween, the parties, you coming to my house, stat class, the hallway, lunch with you..i didnt get to spend that much time with you but i wanna let you know that you're an amazing person with an amazing personallity, i wish i could come with you one day to Jamaica..Dont change, i love you <3
Ryan, oh my god..what can i say about you :)..you're my best friend..and you made this year so much fun, so different. you make me laugh when im ready to cry and you mage those first few months so much better. you're one of those people that made my year worth it and i want to thank you for that..saying goodbye to you was so hard.. i wish i could just see you again and have fun with you in the car while you're driving me home from school ! :)
Hanging out at my house after school was fun and trying to teach you how to play piano was ..ughh..annoying !
my will to meaning will never change..i will always want to be best friends with Ryan. <3
Good luck for university. . come visit me as soon as you can..im waiting.
Jamie, US is the shit, 2 cervzas, the rain in the car, me reading your sparnotes while you were doing your thing :D ahah..so many good memories with you, the city, the rides, the friday nights, greenberrys, anthonys pizza, dunkin donuts, sleeping at your house, jumpin over the fence at rusty's house, the parties, peeing on the streets and drivewayyys, the chocolate doesnt taste as good you know baby, i kissed a girl and i liked it, ditch that nigga, take me on a trip i'd like to go someday, take me to NY i'd love to see LA, . . and of course ..DAMAGED !!!! i never told you ..but when i said goodbye to you..i didnt cry ..cause i was afraid of you seeing me crying..but when you left..honking at david's car ..i started crying :( remembering all those goodtimes..
Sista, it was really really nice to meet'ya !<3
In french baby, we say "le meilleur pour la fin" meaning, we keep the best part for the end ..
David <3 ..i dont even know where to start ..im smiling just by thinking about us ..dude what took you so long ?!
we've been friends for ..how many ? 10 months now :) ... you're one of the best thing that ever happend to me. you're the ying to my yang, thanks for being my prom date..i dont even want to imagine what i would have done without you ..prom weekend was..just perfect eventho we didnt do what we were supposed to do for a prom weekend. . going out for lunch with you, going to your house, watching movies, come visit you at greenberrys, going into the city, shopping at the mall, the Kooks concert in NY. . all those good moments will always stay in my mind ..and there are so many...
I never told you ..and ill tell you once you get here with me..(i hope you wont see it before you come) but ..remember when you took me out to dinner ? the last weekend ?..you said to me "i hope this is the best weekend of your year..i want it to be perfect, i'll do anything you want me to ..i really want this weekend to be the best memory of your year .."
honestly, ..it was..i never told you cause i did not have the time ..but david you made this weekend and even my year worth it, honey you have no idea !
Thank you so much for making me so happy, thank you for being there when i needed you, thank you for being the best boyfriend ever, i wish i could just be next to you right now.
you're gonna come visit me in less than 3 weeks..oh my god i cant believe it ..its gonna be crazy (i hope , if i get one or two days off) ..and then you're gonna come for Christmas..sooo excited.
you're an amazing person with such a wonderful heart . . thanks for being mean to me too sometime..caugh caugh ..ahah JK !
you're so important to me..you 're the only one that can understand me so well, you're the only one that can give me what i need and even more..you're the best part of my experience, meeting you was more than i expected when i came over to the US.
and i miss you ..and i need you ..and i do ..
It would not have been the same without you all ..<3<3
Maintenant, en route pour l'unif de Saint Louis à Bruxelles, un mois de job etudiant à la cote Belge, un relation longue distance avec David qui sera dure mais pour laquelle je serai prète à tout, des longues conversations au téléphone avec mes copines americaines, un gros vide dans le coeur en pensant à Amber, des souvenirs qui font sourire plein la tête et pleins de projets de voyages ..
Gros bisous à tous, encore un énorme merci.
Bon courage pour les arrivants en Belgique, pour les partants dans le monde entier.
Si vous avez des questions : ramon.pauline@gmail.com ..n'hésitez pas envoyez- moi un email et je vous répondrais de suite !
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